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  • Mood: Longing
And jeez, this is coming from a person who use to do this a lot....

"I am useless, I am nothing."
"I'll never be anything."
"This is all my fault."
"Nobody ever really cared."

Stop it with those thoughts!
Whoever says that to you, really has a problem of their own! You can't turn yourself INTO a problem by believing all of those things! No matter how hard you try, and you fail, you can keep doing it until you get it right and it can be perfect in your eyes!
You can believe everything people say. And to the people who say that to get attention-- thats not funny! There really are people out there who doubt themselves a lot.

As for me, I used to be so sad. As if! Ha, I would always be sad and down, and I used to be scared a lot. 
I used to be messed with a lot in elementary (started 2nd grade) and barely had friends. I mostly used to sit alone and kids were (OMG SO BAD HOW DO I EXPLAIN) and they would talk about me, and all that other stuff, huegh, then I HAD became fat and fat. And, I'd be scared about telling my parents because you know (They're a bunch of drama llamas) and might cause a big scene.
I remember one time I got so sick and tired of it I did tell my dad. And he made me point them out. Omg, and after that I had felt so bad. But after that I moved on into 3rd and I had a full year of happiness. As for 4th, I did too. But in 5th, it started back up again. Oh those kids were terrible. Oh man, thinking about it makes me wanna go back in time and shoot them. lol
I got joked on because I had such a big chest. I was developing fast and the only other girl who was like that was NEVER messed with. Mostly because they were afraid of her. They'd always talk about me and try to throw insults at me by talking about my chest and how (ugly) I was. But one day, after all those years of hating myself, for the very first time in a long time, I looked in the mirror. I didn't find anything ugly about me, I looked in the mirror 100 times."What???" I turned cheek to cheek, I thought I was FABULOUS!
Omg, every other little girl had that "I wish I had boobs and long hair with pretty makeup" dream. But me??? Omg, I didn't even need to dream at all. I came back to school, walking all dignified and all. This one girl came up to me, she was talkin' about the "Least" attractive girls in class. And then she went like "We all know who's the ugliest." and turned her head to me. I turned around like "Whatever." But in my head I was like":icondivaplz: mmmh, gurl whatchu' talkin' 'bout??" 

And honey children, after that, I became the "Whooo!" "Ahh~" to myself for the REST of the years. People still talk about me (but not in the open) and I'm like "Whateverrrr" and then I just feel like a bottle of some freakin' fabuloso. 

And now, omg, honey child, them idiots just get on my last nerves. They can never shutup. And now, their only dream is to wish they could smack the hell out of me. And I love the heck out of it. 


But anyways, besides the point. People want to bring you down because it's either something they want or something they can't get at all. Some people even like the way you might look. But instead, they wanna go and bash you about it by hiding what they really think. Some, just play too much. But really, you don't have to feel bad about yourself. You are something really delightful. When there is NO one else that you can come in contact with, THOSE are the TIMES that you really CAN'T doubt yourself. There are TIMES that YOU, must look up for yourself. YOU are responsible for bringing YOURSELF in your own hole by thinking "Oh, I can't do it, Oh, I can't do this, I can't" and not taking good care of yourself. You are beautiful. You just have to look in the mirror and smile.
Times when no one can help you, YOU HAVE TO HELP YOU.  

Be dignified, be beautiful, be abstract and unique in your own way.


Cuz', RuPaul says " If you can't love yoself, how the HELLLLL you gon' :heart: somebody else????"

CAN HE GET AN AMEN UP IN HERE????

I know its easier said than done, but you must think positive thoughts. Anti-Depressants and other emotional pills aren't gonna help you, because you think bad about YO OWN self.


Now, stay bright and beautiful, my honey children. :icondivaplz:
Neysa, such a girly girl. by NeycuuRose1
Neysa, such a girly girl.
The tackiest outfit I have ever encountered. :iconamgplz: 
But you know, this is me, I'd throw the first thing I'd see in my wardrobe on. . . 
Also, I never paint each hand the same design. Thats just too boring for me. 
But enjoy! This is your summer picture that follows up for a whole bunch more!
Sorry for the LACK of shading. I was too sleepy to do some follow-up shading, so I did regular old plain jane line shading. As you can see, I wasn't pretty lazy enough to add some little pieces of hair flying out of my head. I thought, "Let's be realistic, hair wouldn't stick together."
I also was too lazy to add shading to the shoes and dress. 

Who knows!? Maybe I'll edit it someday.
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  • Mood: Longing
FINALLLLLYYYYY 
YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY
YYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY Markiplier Munching Imaginary Popcorn - Emoticon 

The moment, and summer I have been LOOOONGING for!
Since friday is the LAST DAY (and very last forever since I'm getting online school) THAT I HAVE TO DEAL WITH RETCHED, DECREPIT, EVIL, SMELLY, NASTY, MEAN, IRRITATING, SO DISGUSTING PEOPLE!!!! I've signed everyone's shirts, and papers for their farewell for summer, and now I AM FINALLY DONE. 
I can now enjoy life with my friends online (and offline friends) Forever (well, not literally) Markiplier's Epic Dance! #2 50x50 Gif  but anyways HI GUYSSSSZZZZ I AM SO GONNA BE HERE AND GO TO LOTS OF FUN PLACES!
AND HAVE ME TIME!
AND BUILD MY MAKEUP COLLECTION!
AND GET MORE CLOTHES! 
AND ENJOY LIFE!
AND HAVE FUN!
and...well....meet..new people..? Well, whatever, BUT ANYWAYS! YAY! 

Sit back and watch cuz' imma be postin' FOREVER ARTSSSZZ!

AND HANG OUT WITH MY MAIN AND ONLY :iconwuckingfeirdo: Pinkie pie (the Fourth Wall) plz 

Pawty time is foeva Ashleigh on Cactus Juice (Icon) 

Fresh Fresh Fresh Fresh Fresh Fresh Fresh Fresh Fresh Fresh Fresh Fresh Fresh Fresh Fresh Fresh 

I'm comin' for all ya'll and rustlin' ya gimmes wit mah roleplayin' powas Tom YES Tom YES Discord (yes) plz 
All mah friends come pawty on da internet tonigh~ AmazingPhil 10 Gilda (haha) plz 


*WARNING***** 
*CERTAIN THUMB ICONS LIKE THIS WILL CAUSE SEIZURE TO OCCUR SO PLEASE EXIT JOUNRAL NOW Drunk Sonic Icon ****


Owl Intensifies Owl Intensifies Owl Intensifies Owl Intensifies Owl Intensifies Owl Intensifies Owl Intensifies Owl Intensifies Owl Intensifies Owl Intensifies Owl Intensifies Owl Intensifies Owl Intensifies DBZ - Goku and Goten [Reunited,Hug] [V.1] Windows Lick Icon(free to use) 
ITS JUST AN ICICLE~ ITS JUST AN ICICLE~ ITS JUST AN ICICLE~ 
  • Mood: Content
You know, just these days, people have been killing my soul. Can't believe that every single day there's always an offensive outcome towards me. I mean, like omg, hello??? Are you serious???
Can't believe some trash-guys offended me with horrible things to say about me. I just made a simple joke. Okay so, someone's weave was on the floor. Must have fell out or something, or I forgot, maybe it was a joke about a car or some smell, but I made the joke anyway. This stupid guy is gonna make a joke about me again saying some "Oh like your face" Or something like that. Something dumb. I told him to grow up and since we're going to act like 3rd graders I said that he probably never dated anyone in the first place. His little friend is going to say some "Oh well he has more of a chance at dating someone than you..!" 
The both of them laughed like it was funny. I laughed it off like "Oh yeah haha" and then I asked him that did HE wanna date him???
Not making fun of those type of people, but he just made an offensive outcome at me and then made a joke saying that he had more of a chance at dating someone than me. Maybe you're the person who has a crush on him?? I mean, jeez. They've always been cracking jokes on me, them and their little friends, but I think that they all just wanna marry eachother so bad. Every single day its "Oh you're too ugly get someone hahahhaaaa" and all of that other crap. Oh please. It kills my soul. It never stops.


Okay so then, the other day, I was just minding my own business. It was the end of the day and I was getting my stuff outta my locker. This dummy, walking by me makes a little idiot joke saying some "Oh look it's Neysa with her misshapen body"
What the hell!??!? 

So you expect me to be like every other slut, walking around with the "Perfect boobs" and have the "Big Booty" like all the other disrespectful sluts???


Look man, I have my self confidence. Practically everyday, I'm feeling myself. I really like the way I am. I know that I have to fix some things, but I know that I am still pretty as that is my own personal opinion. Most of the time I don't let it get to me. But now, every single day and every 5 minutes it's always something someone has to say! It's killin' my half eaten soul. Ugh. Can't wait until summer, I'm going to leave these idiots. I've had about enough of stupid people, and dumb comments about me. It's over with. I'm done. From now on, everything is online for me. I'd rather be (and deal with) family and internet problems XD but theres just too much stress going on. So, yea, thats my rant for the day. Im Just gonna be chillin with my wonderful hair c: :iconimhappyplz:

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Neysa Clark
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Hello. My name is Neysa Clark. The e does not sound like an e. It sounds like a long a. It originally has an accent over it to show that it is a long a pronouciation but since the keyboard doesn't have any accent e's it looks like that.


I am da saddest nigga on erf. I have absolutely no swag and any class. I like thinking about fantasy stuff and i am a black person who likes anime. again, i am a nigga of no normal happy life so i've made an account to find people thats cool with me.

Here all my closet niggas:

Kaegybear...: :iconthecyberraven: e//u//e

I don't know if he still wanna talk to me anymore but...: :iconapplejuice724:
Person who nice: :iconmrangrydog:
Person who is just there in my internet life: :icon15o0:
Other people: :icondontae98: :iconmaligngenius:

REALST NIGGA I LOVE I SHOWED HER DIS' YES I DID LIKE JAY-Z WIT BEYONCE I SHOWED HER DIS' I SHOWED HER DIS' SHE AIN'T KNO NUNN' BOUT IT I SHOWED HER DIS' MY MAIN NIGGA MCSWAGGTHY
:iconwuckingfeirdo:


Okay so still like adding people that i had on
Proxies with slenders: :iconarcanineryu: :iconcalibolt273:
Fangaling buddy: :iconroyal-tarts:

That is my list.
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  • Mood: Longing
And jeez, this is coming from a person who use to do this a lot....

"I am useless, I am nothing."
"I'll never be anything."
"This is all my fault."
"Nobody ever really cared."

Stop it with those thoughts!
Whoever says that to you, really has a problem of their own! You can't turn yourself INTO a problem by believing all of those things! No matter how hard you try, and you fail, you can keep doing it until you get it right and it can be perfect in your eyes!
You can believe everything people say. And to the people who say that to get attention-- thats not funny! There really are people out there who doubt themselves a lot.

As for me, I used to be so sad. As if! Ha, I would always be sad and down, and I used to be scared a lot. 
I used to be messed with a lot in elementary (started 2nd grade) and barely had friends. I mostly used to sit alone and kids were (OMG SO BAD HOW DO I EXPLAIN) and they would talk about me, and all that other stuff, huegh, then I HAD became fat and fat. And, I'd be scared about telling my parents because you know (They're a bunch of drama llamas) and might cause a big scene.
I remember one time I got so sick and tired of it I did tell my dad. And he made me point them out. Omg, and after that I had felt so bad. But after that I moved on into 3rd and I had a full year of happiness. As for 4th, I did too. But in 5th, it started back up again. Oh those kids were terrible. Oh man, thinking about it makes me wanna go back in time and shoot them. lol
I got joked on because I had such a big chest. I was developing fast and the only other girl who was like that was NEVER messed with. Mostly because they were afraid of her. They'd always talk about me and try to throw insults at me by talking about my chest and how (ugly) I was. But one day, after all those years of hating myself, for the very first time in a long time, I looked in the mirror. I didn't find anything ugly about me, I looked in the mirror 100 times."What???" I turned cheek to cheek, I thought I was FABULOUS!
Omg, every other little girl had that "I wish I had boobs and long hair with pretty makeup" dream. But me??? Omg, I didn't even need to dream at all. I came back to school, walking all dignified and all. This one girl came up to me, she was talkin' about the "Least" attractive girls in class. And then she went like "We all know who's the ugliest." and turned her head to me. I turned around like "Whatever." But in my head I was like":icondivaplz: mmmh, gurl whatchu' talkin' 'bout??" 

And honey children, after that, I became the "Whooo!" "Ahh~" to myself for the REST of the years. People still talk about me (but not in the open) and I'm like "Whateverrrr" and then I just feel like a bottle of some freakin' fabuloso. 

And now, omg, honey child, them idiots just get on my last nerves. They can never shutup. And now, their only dream is to wish they could smack the hell out of me. And I love the heck out of it. 


But anyways, besides the point. People want to bring you down because it's either something they want or something they can't get at all. Some people even like the way you might look. But instead, they wanna go and bash you about it by hiding what they really think. Some, just play too much. But really, you don't have to feel bad about yourself. You are something really delightful. When there is NO one else that you can come in contact with, THOSE are the TIMES that you really CAN'T doubt yourself. There are TIMES that YOU, must look up for yourself. YOU are responsible for bringing YOURSELF in your own hole by thinking "Oh, I can't do it, Oh, I can't do this, I can't" and not taking good care of yourself. You are beautiful. You just have to look in the mirror and smile.
Times when no one can help you, YOU HAVE TO HELP YOU.  

Be dignified, be beautiful, be abstract and unique in your own way.


Cuz', RuPaul says " If you can't love yoself, how the HELLLLL you gon' :heart: somebody else????"

CAN HE GET AN AMEN UP IN HERE????

I know its easier said than done, but you must think positive thoughts. Anti-Depressants and other emotional pills aren't gonna help you, because you think bad about YO OWN self.


Now, stay bright and beautiful, my honey children. :icondivaplz:

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Thanks so much for faving! :happy: hug
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It's been a while
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It has
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How have you been?
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Tbh, I dunno.
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Thanks for the favs <3
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Thank you for the fave NeycuuRose1 :)
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ello~! [MMD emoticon] Miku on a chair 
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Hay baby gurl~
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how's it going~?
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It's goin' pretty well honey-child, just drawin', and doin' a join.me. Hey by any chance would you like to come to my chatroom #AllOcsComeTogether?
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Hello. :3
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hi troy
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I missed you. :3
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awe reallyyy
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Thanks for the fave and comment! :)
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